Music or Sin?

Have you ever listened to 93.3 or 90.3 or even 94.1? all secular stations. Okay have you listened to Air 1(98.5 or 90.1) or K-Love(100.1)? Which one do you like better?

For me all the secular stations have a good beat! They make you want to move and sing to the song, but so does Air 1! K-love reminds me of church music! Which is i'm in the right mood i like. But isn't that selfish of me? "if i'm in the right mood.." What if God said that to you? "Oh i'll answer that pray...when i'm in the right mood." Luckily for us He is much greater and more merciful that he wouldn't do that. But should we return that love and affection with putting off worshiping the only God who loves us to die on a cross? I feel sometimes i don't pay enough attention to God. I love the worship song that says "you always have time for me even with all the stuff in your hands..", Its so true!! Us being merely people we try to do manage our time...or is time managing us? I wonder about that sometimes. I am not a busy person. Not as much as some other people. I have time to sit around. So why am i not reading my bible? instead i'm reading a secular book. Which is not a sin. No it is not for sure. My books aren't bad at all. their fun good books! What if u didn't watch your shows you just LOVE. You didn't listen to the new song but sang your own to Jesus?

Music was made to worship God. But of course Satan had to take it and make it a sinful thing. Just be careful to what goes in your ears, and your eyes (music videos.

Well thats it for now i have a soccer game tomorrow! woot! Play offs! Wish us luck!
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Mid Terms

Well those two words say it all. Mid Terms. It seems like nothing else is on my mind well...actually i take that back a lot is on my mind...but they seem to be taking over my thoughts. mid term means paper is due in a couple of weeks and i haven't started yet. I am going to be doing it through God. I really need his help i feel so weak! I actually feel sick too! Not cool. In between my eyes it hurts and my throat hurts a lil and salt and water is not working!! I really wish the paper would write itself some magical way!

OH and the other day i realized my world is more like Ariel's then i thought. I can't date till i'm older, Ariel said she couldn't be with her love because she didn't understand about humans. Maybe their right maybe i don't understand everything about boys! She had a dad who wanted her to do something else stay somewhere she does NOT want to stay. But she didn't have 2 amazing sisters like i do. Or a mama who is pretty amazing! sometimes i wish my biggest problem was trying to get on human land. But who wants to be a human? we are so cruel so mean. But with Jesus i guess we make up for that!

so i need to have confidence today! You know whats sad? I'm only doing this type of school for my parents. Otherwise i would be a drop out working at apple bees. I don't care about education. I care about Jesus and love. I really wish i could have a desire to do school but ever since i was little i never did. oh well.

Well i guess i'm happy that this week is almost over i am so excited for tomorrow!!! NO MIDTERMS!!! WOOOO!! lol. I hope i can do this. Pray please lots of pray!
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10 things I believe!

So my uncle posted on facebook of 10 things he believed. I respected that he did that not scared what people would think :) which is really awesome cuz teens are always scared to do that! so i decided i'm gonna do it:

1. Soccer is the greatest sport.

2. I don't hate Gays, the people, I hate the sin. It is not something that u are born with. It is something that satan tells you you are. it is not natural.

3. I believe i have the best Family!

4. i believe you should wait to have sex. Not only because its God's law but because I think it is amazingly romantic to wait till your wedding night!

5. i believe school sucks and was created to ruin my life ;)

6. Mad by neyo is the best song around!

7. Music was created to worship Jesus but of course satan used it to talk about other things....

8. I have the best dogs!

9. castle is an amazing show!!

10. Theater is sooooooooooooooooooo fun!

I encourage you to stand up for what you believe. Don't knock other people just cuz of what they believe just show them what you believe.

Dating..?

I really wonder about dating sometimes. I mean i'm not allowed to date till i'm 18. Thats 2 years...thats a long time. I feel like i'm ready to date now! But if you think about it all the girls my age are breaking up after 2 months of "going out". And that really hurts me and i'm not even the one in the relationship. What would happen if i was actually the one in it? I feel like i am a sensitive girl! Don't get me wrong i'm pretty easy going. But certain things i am touche about! Which is pretty much the case with every girl. This year i've been really enjoying God. Not just asking for stuff getting it then thanking him but actually enjoying his love and grace! having fun with him! I think thats what he wanted to let me see this year. That the joy in him is greater then the joy with an earthly man. And i see it! the Joy i find in him is a joy I will always want to feel! I want to have a child like faith and a wonderful man who helps me and guides me! I guess i'll just wait on God :) i know a lot of christian girls feel the same way I do! But maybe thats how the world is gonna see were different. If were okay with waiting. So lets try to be okay with it :)

The problem with weight...

The problem with weight is nobody realizes everyones thinking the same thing you are about their own body. Everyone once in their life will say "i'm fat." no matter who the heck you are you will say it! I hate weight. its so annoying. I'm on the skinny side. I'm 5'7 and pretty average weight for a teenager. but when i was in 7th grade and getting curves i mistaken them for fat. i didn't eat i was embarrassed to eat in front of anyone cause i was afraid they would know how much i eat and make fun of me. I hated myself. Then. I looked through Gods eyes. I saw myself as the gorgeous daughter he made. I love the way i am. I will admit that. I am not as 'fit' as i want to be but thats alright its my own fault. If you are over weight don't think your ugly. Just cause your overweight does NOT MAKE YOU UGLY. I hope everyone understands that. If you are there is a way to fix it. You just have to be serious. REALLY serious. My dad lost a lot of weight because he got scared he'd have a heart attack. now hes almost back down to his high school self. I wish everyone could be able to do it like him. just BAM he did it. But he didn't do it alone. He did it with God's help. You have to realize if you cannot do it on your own then you CAN do it with God. and you just have to trust. please have faith.
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Veggie tales!

~Tell me why, I don't understand. Tell me why, or show me your hand. Tell me why because I can't see my way through What now should I do?? The battle is not ours we look to God above! For he will guide us safely through and guard us with his love I will not be afraid I will not run and hide For there is nothing I can't face when God is at my side!~

I love veggie tales there are so many reasons why but i think this song is the biggest reason!!!!

Anyway, I've heard so many things bout this is coming out week or something? Like really. The only thing your coming out on is Sin. I do hate the title gays lesbians bisexual. I will say i do. Because that is a sin. You are not born that way. I do not hate the people tho. They are still God's child. I will love them just not their sin. Think about it. Someones an alcoholic we hate the alkehal (as glozell says lol) We do not hate the person. We love the people we hate the sin. You may think thats the same thing but its not. A drug user a gay person. Same difference you come out of the "closet" Your just confessing your sin and waving it in God's face. Like on Glee Kurt says that he was born this way. "God made me this way then he tells his followers to tell me its wrong..." It is not true at all. Satan made you that way. AFTER you were born in this world. People in the bible used to do it and God put his wrath on him.

We shouldn't be encouraging this. especially for youths. they don't know any better. You telling them their gay their gonna think its true. You show them a guy whose gay on tv and hes a role model...well their gonna want to be like him. It is not natural at all. Why do you think their dying from it? Does no one tell them that? Its Gods natural defense against stupid.

You may think sure shes 16 shes just doing what her family tells her is true. Sure that might have a little to do with it. But what about the homosexuals? who are they around? EVERYONE influences you no matter what. So these are my beliefs. My family just happens to believe what i believe. Some people say you have to experience everything. Okay fine you believe that then experience God's love as well. You can't say experience everything except God. That is contradicting yourself. I don't mean sit there in the pews and listen to 1 sermon. I'm talking about getting to know Jesus as your personal savior. Then tell me what you believe.

I know theres people who think "why do you try to change us?" "why cant we just decide for ourselves". You will decide but we want to give you options. How are you supposed to know options if you can't hear and understand them? You will only have 2 options judgement day. Hell or Heaven. I pray you make the right choice before then.

Why is it when people are in trouble they turn to Christians and ask for pray? Because deep down they know its true. Maybe you do too. Get to know Jesus as your personal savior. Trust me its worth it. You wouldn't have to go through life alone. love him learn from him, laugh with him. Its so much more worth it. And it will be in the end too. Heaven is waiting. For those who love Jesus and Believe he is their savior and only God.

If you think thats not true...then okay. I have nothing to worry about. I wasted a bunch of sundays maybe some wednesday nights. I met some amazing people instead of partying. I missed a bunch of parties. I may of missed out on so called "love". If your right then fine I'll go into the ground and i'll die. Woopie. But....but if i'm right. Well. Then you have a bunch to worry about. Think about it.

Oh and for the Christians, that song at the top of the page is amazing! its from "veggie tales: Esther...Girl who became Queen." great song she sings. I'll be praying.

!Hope!

My FAV song!

Psalm 5:3, 27:14, 33:20, 37:7, 38:15, 40:1, Isaiah 30:18, Lamentations 3:24
John Waller

"The explanation for this song is simple, I was waiting on God and I was hurting when I wrote the lyrics. I probably wouldn’t have written
a song if my friend, Mike, hadn’t encouraged me to document what I was going through during that time. I’m sure there are few people
who can’t relate to this song, but the important thing to remember while we’re waiting on God is to not just wait but to actively wait.
Serve, worship and be faithful with what you have, where you are… “even while (you) wait.”

I’m waiting
I’m waiting on You, Lord
And I am hopeful
I’m waiting on You, Lord
Though it is painful
But patiently, I will wait

I will move ahead, bold and confident
Taking every step in obedience

While I’m waiting
I will serve You
While I’m waiting
I will worship
While I’m waiting
I will not faint
I’ll be running the race
Even while I wait

I’m waiting
I’m waiting on You, Lord
And I am peaceful
I’m waiting on You, Lord
Though it’s not easy
But faithfully, I will wait
Yes, I will wait

I will serve You while I’m waiting
I will worship while I’m waiting
I will serve You while I’m waiting
I will worship while I’m waiting
I will serve You while I’m waiting
I will worship while I’m waiting on You, Lord

Driving to Ramona and back :)

So my mom was doing a flyball tournament up in Ramona she ran the scoring for them! She was soooo excited to go! So on Friday Marla my mom and I took the trailer up there! We set it up then I and Marla left my mom and drove back! It was actually quit fun! So then Sunday which was yesterday and was actually a really good day! Me and my dad drove up to Ramona got the trailer came back before dark because we dont have lights for the trailer! We took Zeba and she was soo scared she did NOT want to play flyball! lol. but we got my mom back safe and sound (:

Right now I and my mom are going through standing for soccer! We are in 2nd place yay! we are moving up! just got to keep it this way! If you want to come out and see us we play at 10 next saturday wal nut grove! Were not like pro or anything but we rock it lol! although we are playing the first place team so probably wont do to well!! They are undefeated and they beat the other teams with big gaps like a 4 point gap at the least. So we will see how we do! Hopefully we will work together more then they do! We actually all get a long pretty much this year! yay! lol. I love soccer i would love to join a club team but it cost to much :( pooey. But the school is going to start up soon yay!!! lol Well i better go! SChool school school..bleck! Have a wonderful day! the weather is perfect for hot chocolate jeans and a nice big comfy jacket!

Thank You Jesus for this wonderful weather!! Awmen!(:
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