Feeling _____?

This month has been an interesting month. On march 7th a intruder came into our yard when i was home alone. I have made bread twice (both turning out excellent) and today i have learned to sign about 4 songs! Going to Post videos one of these days!

You know those times when you are just like bleh. Yeah one of those times. I really wish I could stand up and just be who i am. The problem? I don't know who I am. The one thing I know is I am God's child. The bestest thing that is happening in my life. I went with friends for a girls day out (in! We played just dance). and i realized my head was really somewhere else.

You know the phrase i use a lot is "one of these days" i wish that day was today. But i know today and everyday i will place my heart in God!!! And that makes me happy! I have a song for anyone feeling blahish!!!! Actually 2:) both by JJ Heller! Jesus Loves You<3

True Things:
I’m not the clothes I’m wearing
I’m not a photograph
I’m not the car I drive

I’m not the money I make
I’m not the things I lack
I’m not the songs that I write

I am … who I am
I am who I am

(chorus):There are true things inside of me
I have been afraid to see
I believe, help my unbelief
Would you say again what you said to me
I am loved and I am free
I believe, help my unbelief

I’m not the house I live in
I’m not the man I love
I’m not the mistakes that I carry

I’m not the food that I don’t eat
I’m not what I’m above
I’m not my scars and my history

(chorus)

To your love I’m waking up
In your love I’m waking up

Painted Red:
If I could not hold a pen
I would write of You on my heart instead
You have bought me with Your blood
And I am painted red by Your love

Oh...

If I could not say a word
My life would speak of love I don't deserve
Hope means holding on to You
Grace means You're holding me too
Oh...
Oh...

Growing and Changing Holly Turns 19!

Growing up is something i'm okay with changing is something i have trouble with. My life with my sisters isn't always daisies and candy. Sometimes we are so annoyed with each other we don't speak. But that is pretty rare now a days. They both mean SO much to me. more then i can say. Heather and I are so much a like we get into some stupid fights. But in the end shes the one whose gonna bandage the wounds other people make. (soon physically too). I could never love them enough!

But today it is HOLLY's special day! So for that she is in trouble because with that is growing up which means changes. I will explain.


Begging to play with Heather and Holly became begging to have some time with them!
Fighting to the death with pillows before bed became watching movies before falling over exhausted from our days.
Making nicknames for our super hero names became naming our future kids.
Wanting to be able to drive became wanting to be able to pay for gas.
Yelling at them for being on my bed became never letting them go to their own beds to get their much needed sleep.
Sitting down and eating all together became find what you can to fill your crying stomach.
Writing letters on each others pillows became posting on their facebook wall.
Taking the dogs for a walk became a chore.
Field trips all together became driving down to 7/11 to pick up chocolate.

But with all those changes there is 1 thing that will never change. Our love and connections we have.



So Holly Thank you for being my sister for 19 years. I can't believe you love me that much. You are a gorgeous lady in Jesus Christ! I love you and Heather so much!!

Happy Birthday(:
!hope!