focus???

Have you ever had it where little things just make you feel awful...almost sickening? Thats how i feel. I wish i didn't have to make decisions. what if i make the wrong ones? what if i dont make them? I know your post to talk to God about it and i do but sometimes i wonder if i hear him right or if i even do. I'm so scared. i gues thats what life is taking chances. I wish i didn't have . really i don't.