Veggie tales!

~Tell me why, I don't understand. Tell me why, or show me your hand. Tell me why because I can't see my way through What now should I do?? The battle is not ours we look to God above! For he will guide us safely through and guard us with his love I will not be afraid I will not run and hide For there is nothing I can't face when God is at my side!~

I love veggie tales there are so many reasons why but i think this song is the biggest reason!!!!

Anyway, I've heard so many things bout this is coming out week or something? Like really. The only thing your coming out on is Sin. I do hate the title gays lesbians bisexual. I will say i do. Because that is a sin. You are not born that way. I do not hate the people tho. They are still God's child. I will love them just not their sin. Think about it. Someones an alcoholic we hate the alkehal (as glozell says lol) We do not hate the person. We love the people we hate the sin. You may think thats the same thing but its not. A drug user a gay person. Same difference you come out of the "closet" Your just confessing your sin and waving it in God's face. Like on Glee Kurt says that he was born this way. "God made me this way then he tells his followers to tell me its wrong..." It is not true at all. Satan made you that way. AFTER you were born in this world. People in the bible used to do it and God put his wrath on him.

We shouldn't be encouraging this. especially for youths. they don't know any better. You telling them their gay their gonna think its true. You show them a guy whose gay on tv and hes a role model...well their gonna want to be like him. It is not natural at all. Why do you think their dying from it? Does no one tell them that? Its Gods natural defense against stupid.

You may think sure shes 16 shes just doing what her family tells her is true. Sure that might have a little to do with it. But what about the homosexuals? who are they around? EVERYONE influences you no matter what. So these are my beliefs. My family just happens to believe what i believe. Some people say you have to experience everything. Okay fine you believe that then experience God's love as well. You can't say experience everything except God. That is contradicting yourself. I don't mean sit there in the pews and listen to 1 sermon. I'm talking about getting to know Jesus as your personal savior. Then tell me what you believe.

I know theres people who think "why do you try to change us?" "why cant we just decide for ourselves". You will decide but we want to give you options. How are you supposed to know options if you can't hear and understand them? You will only have 2 options judgement day. Hell or Heaven. I pray you make the right choice before then.

Why is it when people are in trouble they turn to Christians and ask for pray? Because deep down they know its true. Maybe you do too. Get to know Jesus as your personal savior. Trust me its worth it. You wouldn't have to go through life alone. love him learn from him, laugh with him. Its so much more worth it. And it will be in the end too. Heaven is waiting. For those who love Jesus and Believe he is their savior and only God.

If you think thats not true...then okay. I have nothing to worry about. I wasted a bunch of sundays maybe some wednesday nights. I met some amazing people instead of partying. I missed a bunch of parties. I may of missed out on so called "love". If your right then fine I'll go into the ground and i'll die. Woopie. But....but if i'm right. Well. Then you have a bunch to worry about. Think about it.

Oh and for the Christians, that song at the top of the page is amazing! its from "veggie tales: Esther...Girl who became Queen." great song she sings. I'll be praying.

!Hope!

My FAV song!

Psalm 5:3, 27:14, 33:20, 37:7, 38:15, 40:1, Isaiah 30:18, Lamentations 3:24
John Waller

"The explanation for this song is simple, I was waiting on God and I was hurting when I wrote the lyrics. I probably wouldn’t have written
a song if my friend, Mike, hadn’t encouraged me to document what I was going through during that time. I’m sure there are few people
who can’t relate to this song, but the important thing to remember while we’re waiting on God is to not just wait but to actively wait.
Serve, worship and be faithful with what you have, where you are… “even while (you) wait.”

I’m waiting
I’m waiting on You, Lord
And I am hopeful
I’m waiting on You, Lord
Though it is painful
But patiently, I will wait

I will move ahead, bold and confident
Taking every step in obedience

While I’m waiting
I will serve You
While I’m waiting
I will worship
While I’m waiting
I will not faint
I’ll be running the race
Even while I wait

I’m waiting
I’m waiting on You, Lord
And I am peaceful
I’m waiting on You, Lord
Though it’s not easy
But faithfully, I will wait
Yes, I will wait

I will serve You while I’m waiting
I will worship while I’m waiting
I will serve You while I’m waiting
I will worship while I’m waiting
I will serve You while I’m waiting
I will worship while I’m waiting on You, Lord

Driving to Ramona and back :)

So my mom was doing a flyball tournament up in Ramona she ran the scoring for them! She was soooo excited to go! So on Friday Marla my mom and I took the trailer up there! We set it up then I and Marla left my mom and drove back! It was actually quit fun! So then Sunday which was yesterday and was actually a really good day! Me and my dad drove up to Ramona got the trailer came back before dark because we dont have lights for the trailer! We took Zeba and she was soo scared she did NOT want to play flyball! lol. but we got my mom back safe and sound (:

Right now I and my mom are going through standing for soccer! We are in 2nd place yay! we are moving up! just got to keep it this way! If you want to come out and see us we play at 10 next saturday wal nut grove! Were not like pro or anything but we rock it lol! although we are playing the first place team so probably wont do to well!! They are undefeated and they beat the other teams with big gaps like a 4 point gap at the least. So we will see how we do! Hopefully we will work together more then they do! We actually all get a long pretty much this year! yay! lol. I love soccer i would love to join a club team but it cost to much :( pooey. But the school is going to start up soon yay!!! lol Well i better go! SChool school school..bleck! Have a wonderful day! the weather is perfect for hot chocolate jeans and a nice big comfy jacket!

Thank You Jesus for this wonderful weather!! Awmen!(:
!hope!

Get out there! Dooo it!

You Know those days you stair out your window? Wonder what everyones doing? Knowing they are doing something with their lives and your stuck at home.

Those days seem to be my every day. I'm finishing high school isn't that a good thing to do? But for me i don't care about school. I hate it. I would rather work 12 hours a day in labor then do school. This is how much I hate it. I don't see how anyone could go to a regular college. I want to go to Calvary Chapel Bible College in Colorado Somerset! that would be so amazing I mean the campus is a real CAMP -us lol. Cabins and all :) I could be doing more i guess cleaning, working out, playing with my puppies, More school. But I need motivation some how and I don't know how to get some. Help!!!

When i was a kid there was always a reason to do EVERYTHING! Even the bad things you did something bad to find out what happens when you do it! right? Now its like theres no point. I need to find the reason again. Jesus I have Him and I NEED some alone time with Him but every time I do I get distracted. :( How do i not get distracted?

Well I guess thats all my thoughts today! time to do my bible study and actually start school...yea at 10 in the morning. I woke up late. This week is not my week :(

Windows

Dear Jesus,
I feel like i wanna escape.

Did u ever feel this way?

I feel it everyday.

Is something wrong with me?

I don't want to have to worry bout money, time or future.

God help.

I wanna escape from everyone but you!

I need your help
amen.

Every girl has her blah days!

Each girl has her own individual blah days. No matter what. She can't help it it can last a year it can last only an hour. but it will happen. The difference between the mature girl and the other is what they do when they feel like this. It could be over a guy, a fight with a best friend, school, family, pets, rumors and even nothing. (yes you guys out there when you think of nothing we can feel blah for no reason same thing) a mature girl will look to God. Will look for help. Every woman has been through it. The difference is we want to feel special. So we think that our blah is different and no one can understand. Yes your right no man or woman can feel EXACTLY how you are. But there is someone who can. Jesus. Our Lord and savior!!! You don't think he went through it? He was a baby, he was a boy, he was a teen, and he was a man! He went through it all. He knows what were saying before were going to say it. He knows when were going to make a bad joke he knows when were going to epically fail or if we actually didn't and someone is just going to yell at us that we did. No matter what we do he knows it. Do not feel alone. You have an amazing God right at the tip of your prays. U just gotta pray. Now these blahs. You have to deal with them. Its what a girl is going to go through. So you know what you do? You defeat the blah. You never let it get to you. We all feel it. So what we need to do is look to God show him our weakness so he can shine through it! If we do that ya'll then we become the child of God. Cause what does the child do? He tells his parents he asks for help. And if he doesn't well....they find out. God already found out. He knows why your doing it. He knows ALL things. So don't be scared to tell him. He is not going to be angry. He is going to be loving, gentle, helpful. He will be everything to you if you only let him. Thats the problem we never let him solve the Blah's for us. We think that we can do it on our own. Well we can't. If your thinking right now i want a boyfriend, well you want one to live life with somebody. But us Christians we already have someone. We have Jesus!!!! Were never alone. So don't turn away from the one who will be there through it all. Open yourself up he wants you to tell him whats wrong.

I write this not for other people. But for myself. I get the blahs a lot. But when i do my bible study they run. You know why? because God fills their spot. Listen Learn and Love with Jesus Christ.

Thats all i have for now. (:
Later Gator
.Hope.

Beach :)

So i heather holly amanda p and my daddy all went to the pier ate at ruby's then went walking at carlsbad beach :) it was so much fun heres some pictures i hope your having a good weekend!! and i pray you will always be strong in the Lord!