Long Hair.

I reallly want long hair lol. i really miss it!! i like my hair but its right now in the stage of awkwardness. (so it must be 12?) lol ;) see the picture?? My long hair :( erg. i miss it haha. well im gonna stop pinning for my long hair and actually blog lol.

well right now i'm just sittin in my bed i finished all my school except science and history. My mom is mowing the lawn and its such a good sound! we have weeds like 4 ft high..haha. bad thing...bugs are flying everywhere.....i'm scared of bugs lol. I have been thinking a lot which is kinda scary thought i know...but maybe thinking isn't a good thing lol. Sometimes life is so hard i just don't even want to be able to think. I want a simple life. i really do. but idk how to achieve that. You know how people sa one day this will happen one day one day.. erg i wish that one day was today. or tomorrow or yesterday!! and love life..wow i don't one want of those lolz. they seem soooo complicated and so grown up. haha. i dont want that. lol. I wish i was a dog. seriously i mean like they have the easiest life!!! (oh in a lit book i was reading today one of the lines he was like i mean seriously hahaha it made me laugh) or a rabbit or a turtle anythinnngggg! lol.

Oh and the high school started up a soccer team and i cant even be a part of it cuz of my stupid teeth >:( i'm stil on antibiotics that make me a lil slow. haha. idk why they shouldn't but they do. idk if i'm just paranoid or what. haha. theres a huge fly at the window and its bothering me. i keep thinking its a bee. oh gosh i hate bees i mean they sting!!! and it hurts!!!!!! well thats all i got to say ... this was kinda a random post lol. ;)

Wisdom teeth....r dumb.

Wisdom teeth are dumb if we have to take them out then why do we say there all full of wisdom. i say there full of somethin else let me tell ya that!!! gauze is from the devil!!! Yucky it hurts. Well i'm watching yup just wanting to share that information lol

What if?

Have you ever asked that question? well these three days i have. Sometimes i wonder what if. What if i didn't text that what if i responded differently. or What if that murderer DID grow up in a christian home would the girlz still be alive? I wonder. But its not my job to look back but to the future. Sometimes i dont even want to say what if. but i do. One day i'll understand why A lot of things have been happening. But i wish that day was today!!! I really reallllyy do! erg. haha.

Well tomorrow i get my wisdom teeth out. yeah no. not excited. Lol. I was when it was like a month away now that its just 1 day away i'm reallyyy nervous. Not scared but nervous that i will do something wrong lol. Hopefully i wont. I hate making mistakes. I hope i don't faint when I take the gauze out!! lol.

Well i better go i got to get ready we babysit at 9. i got to eat and brush my hair and teeth. So i hope you have an awesome day. remember that God is always with you. No matter what. OOOh and if your sad about Amber or Chelsea don't be. I know God doesn't like the way he took them but he has them now!! I'm actually so happy they got to be with Jesus!!!! I'm not sure where their hearts were. But i know that God let this happen for a reason.We need to be praying for the families. How hard it is to be without them in this dying world. and specially all their friends. I hope a lot of people come to christ through this. Just thought i'd say that!
God Bless You!

Taking chances.

What do you say???



Don't know much about your life.
Don't know much about your world, but
Don't want to be alone tonight,
On this planet they call earth.

You don't know about my past, and
I don't have a future figured out.
And maybe this is going too fast.
And maybe it's not meant to last,

But what do you say to taking chances,
What do you say to jumping off the edge?
Never knowing if there's solid ground below
Or hand to hold, or hell to pay,
What do you say,
What do you say?

I just want to start again,
And maybe you could show me how to try,
And maybe you could take me in,
Somewhere underneath your skin?

What do you say to taking chances,
What do you say to jumping off the edge?

Never knowing if there's solid ground below
Or hand to hold, or hell to pay,
What do you say,
What do you say?

And I had my heart beaten down,
But I always come back for more, yeah.
There's nothing like love to pull you up,
When you're laying down on the floor there.
So talk to me, talk to me,
Like lovers do.
Yeah walk with me, walk with me,
Like lovers do,
Like lovers do.

What do you say to taking chances,
What do you say to jumping off the edge?
Never knowing if there's solid ground below
Or hand to hold, or hell to pay,
What do you say,
What do you say?

Don't know much about your life
And I don't know much about your world

:) If your happy and you know it clap your hands!

*clap clap*
Hello :) today is a beautiful day to bad school ruins it. blah. School is the most hated thing! let me tell you that!! I H-A-T-E it! and let me tell ya something hate is a strong word! :) lol. nah its not all that bad. History is amazing and so is bible. those are the two things i like other wise. i h-a-t-e it. well I would like to let you all know that my friend and a even better photographer is going to be holding a Mini session on the 27th of march. now this is really important. because all of the funding will go to a camp in haiti its a christian camp and Lisa's family goes there to help! she would like to be able to pay for one whole camper to go!! (if you pay for a camper to go then you as a helper can go.) i know its very confusing but thats how it works ;). SO please come out! its 20$ you get a free 8X10 and the printing is a reallyy cheap price!! So please tell her when you would like to come out. the times are 11:30 1:15 2:00 2:45 3:30 or 4:15. I will be helping her all day and we would like to fill the WHOLE day up! please spread the word!! thank you! :-)
Well today is piano lessons yay!! i love piano i may not be that good but i still love it :) but i didn't go to class so she might be mad at me. but idk. oh well. haha got to go

have you noticed?

Have you noticed that my blog has been kinda depressing? lol. me too. ;) so today i will make it cheerful

*applause*

Well today i babysat and one of the little boys saw me. dropped his cars and gasped then ran to me and then really gentle gave me a hug then looked up and ran back.:) he is the cutest little thing i went BOO to him and he turned and sayd hey!! (no smile on his face) lol. i just laughed but he looked at me very strangly ...strangly enough i get that a looottt! ;) i wonder why?? lol. I've had a good day today and then tonight is drama at Calvary Oceanside then tomorrow is the barlowgirl concert yayyy!! :) i'm so excitedd!! haha. Unfortinaitly we will not be having a girls night out this month mrs. C and all of our friday's are all marked up :( shucks *snaps her fingers* . I was really bummed but now i have time to finish the purity book. I love that book Elizabeth Elliot is really cool :) shes a strong lady :) I wish i was strong. One day I will be...probably the day Jesus takes us :) ahhh i cant wait for that!! :)

I am also in loovvee with toby mac's new CD called tonight. and the song i looove is of course trudogs song and hold on:) he wrote hold on for his wife its so sweet!! :) Well thats all i have for now :) have a blessed day Jesus loves you!!! and so do i :)

my wonderful friend :)

i spent the day with my wonderful friend maddie yesterday :) it was the bestest sunday i had in a long while! We ate junk had dinner and played lots of games:) she is now 15!! wooooo were the same age! :) i got her a itunes gift card and sweettarts :) i was looking for sprees but idk if they make them anymore!! cuz i cannooottt find them! lol. I cant wait till we hang out again :) maybe saturday?? :) She is the most wonderful girl! Shes funny and so smart!! and her outside appearance is so pretty :) her inside makes her tho:) she may look small but shes got a big personality :-) Love You Maddie My Friend :)